It doesn't seem to matter how I feel- it only gets worse. I am embarrassed to say I am an American with a president who lies, cheats, steals and brags about how great everything is when he insults all our allies, is a laughing stock of the world's leaders and he listens to no one, gives away classified information, etc. etc. How should I feel? Helpless is the answer. I am certain he is so involved in this Russian scandal and obstruction of Justice that I cannot bear to listen each day to see his "tweets". I want to say something vulgar, but my pen doesn't work this way as nothing is accomplished by this. I really want to know how much Russia paid Trump because he and his cronies don't do anything for free!